Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Growth...

I have had a lot of opportunities to grow recently. Being stretched is not fun, to say the least. I have been struggling under the weight of realizing the need for this growth. It's not easy continually realizing how in deficit you are!

We had a great staff prayer time today.

During that time I realized that this pressure I have been putting on myself to grow is exactly that, pressure that I have created, not God. So I remembered that He wants to be responsible for my growth! I can't do it.

So now I'm trying to walk in the knowledge that growth is His responsibility and my availability to His leading is mine.

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